Mixed Feelings

35 weeks today. Baby girl will be here in 2 weeks! Not being able to do much of anything leaves me LOTS of time to do/think about anything besides this new life.

I have mixed feelings about all of it. Will I be a good mom? Will I be able to take care of this little person who will be expecting everything from me? Will I recover from this C section quickly? Will I get my body back? Will breastfeeding go well? Do we have everything ready? Will I regret the C section (even though she's breech so I have no control over it)?

I know that all of these feelings will be put to rest and no longer be a concern once I see my baby -- but not being able to do anything but watch TV and make lists......my brain takes control! :)

Two more weeks.....